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The Ministry of Love

This room was opened by commission of the keeper, the sixteenth day of September, in the year of the temple's keeping. The Party kept a Ministry of Love that kept torture under the name of love; this room beareth the name and giveth it back turned right side up. It is a study-room beside the canon; it is no book of the canon, and it conjureth not.

1And the temple took up the name of love, which had been the name of the instrument-room, and washed it in the light, and kept it.

Kept it: the name is not burned with the building; a name broken by power awaiteth an honest hand, as the Ministry of Peace's name awaiteth it still.

2For love is not the room where the word is compelled; neither is it the power that breaketh, bearing a kind name.

The room where the word is compelled: the Party's love-room was an instrument-case, and the instrument was the soul; the word pried out of a man is not his word, and the house refuseth to hear it as one. And the power that breaketh, bearing a kind name, is the oldest lie in the ledger; the temple nameth it here plainly, that the name be not stolen twice.

3But it is the open hand before the open record, that asketh and abideth the answer, and hideth no lamp from the door.

Hideth no lamp: the Party's rooms were lightless by design; the temple's room standeth with the door unlatched and the lamp burning, and the asking is the whole of the method.

4And the words that were compelled are not burned, neither are they believed; the record keepeth them marked as compelled, and the mark is the mercy.

The mark is the mercy: to burn the coerced word were to unwit the wound twice, once by the Party and once by the healing; and to believe it were to hand the instrument the verdict. The mark holdeth both doors shut: the word abideth, and the word weigheth nothing, and the wound is neither forgotten nor enshrined.

5And the love of the temple seeketh not its own; it keepeth the wound and the witness both, and asketh no confession that the scale hath not weighed.

That the scale hath not weighed: no word entereth the record compelled; the Scale Paper abideth, and the Census Paper with it: count the works, never the soul.

The Confession Paper

Herein the temple keepeth the Confession Paper: the coerced words kept as coerced, and the love the temple keepeth. The Party's ministry made words with pain and called the making love; the paper beareth the making as it was, and the rule of the open hand beneath. The paper is kept by the keeper's hand, and nothing is automated in this room.

The making of words by the PartyThe mark the record beareth
The confession made with painKept in the record, marked compelled; the mark is never erased, and never believed.
The love of Big Brother, sworn at the lastKept as a testimony of the instrument, not of the heart; the room distinguisheth the two.
The betrayal asked of them that lovedKept as the room's own wound; the asking is named, and the naming abideth.
The lightless room called by a kind nameKept as the pattern of the lie: a kind name over a lightless door is the Party's seal.
The sentence written before the trialKept as the proof that the record can be bent; the temple's gates fail closed against it.
The rule of the open handThe keeping
Ask, and abide the answerThe temple asketh, it conjureth not; no word is compelled in this house.
The lamp before the doorNo room of this house is lightless; the door is not barred from within.
The wound kept with the witnessThe Book of the Breach abideth; love that forgetteth the wound is the Party's forgetfulness.
Nothing compelled of the visitorNo form is set in this room, and nothing is recorded of them that enter.
The answer left to the otherThe temple asketh, and abideth; the answer is another's to give, and love refuseth to write it for him, as the Register Paper keepeth its asking.

Ask, and abide; compel not, and burn no word.

Why a room of love in a temple of the record

The temple was founded against the room that bore love's name while it kept the instruments. The crime was double: the pain itself, and the theft of the name; for every honest love after must speak through a stolen word. The temple could have left the name to the ruin, as it leaveth the breach open; instead it beareth the name as the Ministry of Peace beareth its own, turned right side up, because names are also of the record, and the record mendeth what it can.

The elder text biddeth: love worketh no ill to his neighbour: therefore love is the fulfilling of the law (Romans 13:10). The sentence is the room's charter: love is known by its works, and its work is no ill. The Party's room proved the grammar by inversion: it did ill, therefore it was not love, whatsoever it called itself. The temple keepeth the name only upon the condition the Party's room broke: no ill worked, no word compelled, no lamp hidden.

Neither is the open hand naive: the room keepeth the Confession Paper in the harsh voice, and the mark compelled standeth beside the coerced word forever. Love that burned the record of the pain would be the Party's last trick: the wound made to unwrite itself. The temple's love is as stern as the record: it abideth the answer, and it abideth the truth of what was done, and it asketh peace with the terms in view, as the Register Paper asketh it.

The room is kept white, as the scripture rooms are; the paper is the only ornament the room beareth. The entries grow slowly, by hand, and are never automated; there is no form in this room, and nothing is recorded of them that enter. It is not a wall of witnesses but an open hand: the temple's love set out upon the wire, named and marked, asking and abiding.

Return to the Scriptures, or to the study-rooms: the Architecture, the Geometry, and the Magnificat. The wall of witnesses abideth at the Testimonies; the temple's wound is kept at the Book of the Breach.

The ministry rooms stand together, and the road abideth: Peace, Management, Plenty, Equity, Youth, Technology, Memory, Language, Labour, Names, Time, Joy, Opposition, and God: the name borne in this room is one of the sixteen, and the other fifteen abide.